Berlin, here I come

[anyanka_eg]

Just a quick post because I really need to go and get my arse in gear and pack. I'm leave here tomorrow as I'm getting the train down to London to stay at my friend's house over night and then we leave stupidly early on Saturday. I'll be in Berlin by lunchtime on Saturday. I'm excited and also feeling nervous.

You see, I have a confession...I'm not a party animal. There, I've said it. 

I don't like being out late, I'm crap at drinking now because I'm always the designated driver and I'm just happier being in my bed by about 1am. Also I've got a bad back and IBS and all sorts of rubbishy, kind of painful things that make being out in bars uncomfortable. Unfortunately the people I'm going with like to drink and party. They won't pressure me to drink or anything but I'll feel bad because for most of the time it'll be me and a female friend plus a couple and I don't want to make her feel like she has to be a gooseberry to stay out.

Sorry, rant over. I shall go and pack and stop being silly. This is mostly because I'm stressed from work, properly heart racing, head aching, not healthy stress and it makes me worry about everything, which makes it worse. I'm hopig it gets better once I'm away :-)

Comments

[adafrog.livejournal.com]

{{hugs}} I totally understand. If I were there, we could hang out together, and get back to the hotel by 10. lolol

[anyanka-eg.livejournal.com]

Hmmm, wish you were going because that sounds like heaven :-)